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Fairy Tales Are All Lies
Hearing your favorite love story,
I remember seeing tears in your eyes,
When you said that fairy tales are all lies,
And that I can never be your prince.
Maybe you need to understand that,
Ever since you said "I love you",
I have been seeing constellations through the day light sky.
Conflicting hearts in a world of strangers,
Breakable like marbles of glass.
Will you try with me the ultimate gamble,
To live a simple fairy tale's ending of happiness?
I may Regret
I talked to her today, not you.
I missed my chances to say, I love you.
It's so hard sometimes to choose which path to walk,
When the questions engulf those who has not yet seen:
Walking down one road,
Don't you wonder what if you have tried the other?
Walking down the other,
Don't you wonder what if you have tried this first?
Many blames men for chasing two loves at once,
One foot in each boat is what they portray.
Leap! Before it is too late,
Jump! Before you lose them both,
Even if it is to any of the boats,
Even if it is any of the choices, decisions...
Make it, and never regret.
For what happiness is there,
When for every road we have taken in life,
We hold dear only the one we have lost?
I Miss You01/21/08
Squirming in bed,
Looking beyond the distant sky,
I can't shake the thought of you,
Not that I want to.
I know that you wait with me,
All the time and not a moment without each other.
Braving this tide of unbreakable silence,
Holding onto a raft of truthful hopes.
This waiting drives time to fly,
Days? Weeks? Or has it really been years?
But I am still waiting for you,
Like the truth that time is the measurement of all that is of true value.
I don't know how long I can wait,
Whether forever, and after, if it needs to be,
For I know I will not stop,
Until I hear from you again.
You Are the Reason07/19/07
Sailing in an ocean of blue,
I have found time to ponder how real this all is.
How close I am attached to you,
And how far I can still go before my heart breaks down.
No, I can never go too far,
Or too long,
Without feeling empty for being without you.
Like a tree without water or sunshine,
Drying, withering, dying silently inside.
You are my sunshine,
The one that keeps me warm
You are my reason,
The reason I'd cross this ocean just to see you again.
Is it worse to die of love,
Or of wrongful tears you shed?
Promising was my fate, so secret,
That my dearest daughter has lost my heart...
Yet, as you read this secret left over note,
In the Vienna we have seen sunsets together,
Would you reach deep down to the pure and truthful heart,
That you know we both does share?
My Luftwaffe, neat mustache,
Aryan eye of a world of blue,
Fake as those lies, hateful, dark,
My loyalty to the Allies has once required.
Yes my dear, I was not the one you thought,
Since the moment I made my commitment to justice.
I left my home, my double replacement,
The evil looking devil of my heart.
For decades I worked with the underground,
Spies, agents, sacrificing my heart for the many wronged.
For decades I was held away from you,
Dying, withering, crying silently inside.
You were six when I left you,
Nineteen sixty six I have found you.
Thirty six years of innocence,
Would you still believe in repentance?
I have killed many man,
Each one of them, tho
Can't You See
My heart stilled,
Like when I first learned to love,
A pain surfaced deep down in my chest.
I wonder if you know what Ive done,
Throwing away your tear drenched notes.
I wonder if you could feel my pain,
The determination to put away my only love.
And just like that,
I no longer craved thoughts of you,
I stopped smelling your scarf for luck,
I dont even feel the need to see you.
We are standing again only inches apart.
Like an irresistible cover,
My eyes long to read the stories behind your tears.
I wonder if youre okay,
If you still want to make me yours.
I wonder if your tears are of happiness,
Or of pains that you once made me feel.
But I cant tell you,
The times I sweated,
The smell of my clothes reminding me,
Intimate moments we once loved.
I realized that you have seeded something in me.
Something so deep down,
That just as you are touching me now...
I wanted you to be with me forever,
And to call me whenever you want
Love is a Fairy Tale Lie01/23/08
My lungs have been tearing in scars from silence.
The rain make creatures even our hearts cannot see.
I have realized the hands I clutch to my chest are anything but empty,
But rippling of love, beauty,
And wonderfully in every way just you.
I have found your heart in my hands,
Precious, intangible love glowing to conflate.
And I hope that you know I will never lose my grasp.
For even the daunting 3:30 dream in the morning of mine,
Has taught me that you can turn a world upside down...
It is a very simple world of gullible honesty,
Of a world that once believed that love,
Is nothing but a fairy tale lie.
I always smile at you to comfort you,
When I use to hug her when she feels alone.
I tend to take you out to eat,
And teach her to cook with my own hands.
She wasnt faithful,
And you have never been more loyal.
I could never confess how much I want you,
And yet I have never touched you like you exist.
I dream of the warm hug and gentle kiss you long to give me every night.
I send what little I can give, tarnished, painted with all my heart.
It's both beautiful and fragile,
But nothing like the amazing loveliness I know of you.
So next time when you see me,
Don't be afraid to grasp my hand.
I desire it like all the lame romantic lines are made to express,
And still dream of holding you in my arms between each breath.
New LoveYou mean so much to me, more than youll ever know.
There are so many questions and yet so little time to show
What may be hidden somewhere deep inside;
Im afraid of what may happen, if I show this side,
But only time will tell, how this relationship will go,
And then and only then, will we find ourselves just so.
Something ThereSomething There
When I first met you,
I couldnt stand you.
Yet, there was something there.
On our first date,
I saw a different side of you.
Yes, there was something there.
Our very first kiss,
Made my heart stop.
Definitely, there was something there.
The first time we made love,
Everything seemed so magical.
There was something there, and strong.
After our last conversation,
I cried so hard I couldnt breathe.
There was still something there.
And now that youre gone...
Every time you cross my mind,
My heart and stomach ache.
Theres still something there.
Stained Loveall my love
could not describe
what You mean to me
Your love is strange...
but how can that be?
all my words
could not explain
why there is still love?
for a thing
stained in filth
You give mercy from above
all the tears
would not set us apart
it's a strange thing
when love can crush your heart
Love, Hate, Want, NeedSometimes I love you like a child.
Breathing in your every word.
I couldnt fault you
Even if I tried.
Sometimes I hate you like a cynic.
Despairing in the silences.
I convince myself
I dont need you.
Sometimes I like you as a friend.
Jokes and taunts are all in good fun.
I dance with you
And have the time of my life.
Sometimes I want you like a whore.
Ripping at clothes,
Letting that heady feeling win me over.
Your kisses and touches
Take me away.
Sometimes I need you like a newborn.
Paralysed in the dark.
Im alone and unworthy
But I know you'll have me as I am.
A child, a cynic, a friend
When Im as fragile as an infant
Or when my desire turns to flames.
I know youll love me just for me
And thats the only thing I need,
For instead of falling backwards,
I fall safe into your arms.
Do you Remember?Do you remember that most intimate of times,
When all you did was cry because of the lies?
Do you remember those simple seconds
When all we did was hold hands and beckon
For all the love we could give and receive,
And remember everything that you can retrieve?
Do you remember those amazing moments
Where we came and left comments
About all the love and affection
That we have cared for without modifications
To this lifestyle we have come to share,
With all that love and adoration to show we care?
Do you remember those times
When we were who we are without all the rhymes?
I remember those specific moments
When we were in love and full of comments
About who we feel and fell in love
Especially all those magical times when we fit like a fit.
Oh those were the times,
The magical moments full of rhymes
Of how much I loved you and still do to this day,
So listen very closely to what I must say.
I love you so much that I cannot speak,
So much that you make me weak.
I love you so much that I will
What can happen
What could be
About what they see
What they hear
About the ending
Which comes near
I Will Hold YouI hold you close and feel you shiver,
But I wonder if I deliver
All the love and affection
That you need for your attention.
You just cant think,
So I will stay by you till you wink.
You sink into the bed and fall asleep,
But I will stay by your side till your sleep is deep,
And your dreams create a world of happiness
Apart from all the world and its sadness.
You wake and I am watching you
Because you seem so cute, yes you do,
So forever I will wait for you to rouse
Even if it takes tomorrow
Or I have to spend the rest of my life in your house.
Romeo and JulietDear Juliet, I stare down at thee,
I wonder why this must be.
I take this vile poison in one sip,
But there is one last thing I desire, your lips.
I kiss the warm lips and feel you stir,
My senses are unsure and leave such a blur.
You awaken as I begin to drink my last drink,
And in this moment I was brought to the brink.
I lay down and you ask me why,
But I cant say anything because Im so shy.
I close my eyes and you begin to cry,
I open them again and say Im sorry.
We lay there for hours, till our parents arrive,
And they see us together and alive.
Words seem to escape everyone,
So lets just leave them be and say done.
We are together forever,
And not the star-crossed lovers.
Tis not the day, with which we died,
But the one with which Shakespeare lied.
Here stand we together,
Not dead, but forever.
Through my eyesBe honest with me,
What do you see when you look into my eyes?
Do you see the dark,
Maybe its the pain that you seek.
Or is it the comfort,
Of knowing you've cracked my shell.
Through my eyes,
My world is reviled.
This is where I hide,
Behind these eyes.
Through these eyes,
Lies float effortlessly.
They drift through me,
The ones I've been told.
Darling you seem shaken,
Are you afraid of what you've see?
Do you regret,
Giving your heart to me?
As the pain will rise.
It will swallow you,
Just like the ocean.
Through my eyes,
You can know me.
Behind these eyes,
I hide my heart.
"I have something to tell you when I see you."
Is all I managed a thousand miles from home.
A home of my heart,
Encased by love.
I couldn't wait to see you,
To tell you the secret we both know.
As indescribable as time,
Fenced by only the speed of this traveling train.
I knew it before you called me:
Im going to meet you half way home.
And unknowingly to both of us,
They were the last words I heard from your mouth.
Never have I felt so guilty, culpable,
For betraying my own heart with time.
When I just wished that if only I had that chance to tell you,
That simple something from a thousand miles away.
I would have only needed to say that
I love you.
Nine TimesI saw him nine times.
The first time we were both sitting in the room together, getting ready to take the math test that would determine our placement. I was scatterbrained and throwing things around, trying to find the pencils that I had known I would need but had still just tossed in my purse. He was lounging backwards in his chair, looking for all the world as though he didn’t have a single care in the world, including the upcoming test. It annoyed me, that I was frantic and ready to scream, while someone else could be that relaxed.
I tested out of the class.
I don’t know if he did.
The second time I saw him, it was a few months after I arrived on campus. He was the one rushing and frantic this time, running across the square. He was probably late for class, though I had no way of knowing for sure. I was already lost in my own thoughts and ideas, deciding on my major and convincing people that yes, this is what I really want to do with my life. If they weren
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